The things i want to express down in my heart

POSTzz onli

2007-10-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

Wa kao... I sian lahh... I dunno if this is true or false but i'm quite happy... HAHA... 'cos todae iie go to the new class blog and saw that mdm siew say that 3 express is dropping into n/a... But it's not that... It's that 3N/A ppl coming to our class... And no one is going to leave... YAHHH!!! MDM SIEW RAWKS!!!! HAHA...

So sian lahh... I ask my 2rd auntie to find jobs for me... LOL... Although i'm in sec one but my face doesnt looks like a sec one... More like a sec 3 ... My friends says... They are now in JC and they say i'm looking now like a sec 3... That means i'm older than i am... LOL...

BTW... I went to help out at a mall... to go and pack,sell shoes... It's sure is tiring... LOL... And have to until veri late at nightt worrs... Spoilt my beauty sleep... And i onli can sleep for less than 20 hours... OMG... I almost sleep for almost 20 hours if i am not going to school... LOL... PIG :@...

So good luck nxt year and wish to see u all... LOL... So bb

Last dayy

2007-10-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

YAHHH!! Finally the last day... But i am not really that happy... 'cos... U-noe-wad... LOL

BTW... I am really happy that we did our (choir) best for Mr.Low... Good BYES!!!

And i am so sad... 'cos one side they(Zong Ting) say that derrick chua didnt go into N/A... And now others say high chances he gone to N/A... WTF... U all lying to me or wadd... I am really veri fed upp... Sobs... I am so sadd lahh... Last day nvr saw him... And saw the other him...

BTW... Jefferson looks good in the uniform... (band de lahh) AND... Band's de songs they played veri well lahh... AND... Choir also veri good... I think we make Mr Low cry worrs...

Aiya... Y u dont on9... At least i can ask u ... Or u block me juz to avoid talking to miie... Fine... If it's that... I wont do anything liao....

So i think that's all liao lahh... I cannot write more worrs... See ya nxt year... Perhaps... I still wish that u will go into 2a4... And GOOD LUCK FOR "O"s Worrs... =>... BYESSS

Report book

2007-10-25T18:18:00.000+08:00

Sad... I got scolded be miie mom... Juz because of that stupid idoit report card... O... So sadd... At least i'm not the one who go into N/A... But i am so sadd... Sad until that when todae i go science centre and the malay village... I almost cry because of him... He is really going into N/A... I Can't control my tears liao... In the bus almost cry...

let's talk about now... Juz noe went to see teacher... Derrick still there... Then i heard their conversation... I somehow think that the mood is not right... Is he going into N/A??? Then i really heard it bahxx.. X(... I was like :"OMG!" Then mdm siew tell us to go in... Then i was really so scared... Even though i was not the last in class or level but i was still hoping that i will not go into N/A... But i still feel like i wanted to go there... Then when mdm siew open liao... Fingers was crossed and i saw that i was into Sec 2 express... yah... But i am not happy at all...

Then mdm siew suddenly talk about my grade and derrick's grade... Sian na... Y always like that... Then i heard dc de name... I almost cry... Both mdm siew and my mom look at me but my expression didnt tell them that i was crying... LOL... Too good at facial expression... Somehow i feel that dc was looking lahh...

I really feel terribly sad... I cant stop thinking about wad will happen nxt year

And i am really so angry at si xian... So show off... I didnt recieve my report card yet... And she show off to me... : " Oi... I got 15 out of 41 for class postion... And dunno how much in level postion... U lehh????!! I say:" Havent get lahh... I sad u nvr see meh??? I scared that i go into N/A u still there showing off..." Then i walk as fast as i could and wif tears... I walk down the stairs and saw dc there... That onli make me cry even more... But i control my tears 'cos i dun wan ppl say i crybaby... I am so sadd liao... And god still wan me to sad even more... I went down the stairs and saw JH down there... I was already veri sad he make me more sad... Now i am really hoping that the conversation between DC's father and Mr lim de is fake one... I really gtg

Hope u see this post...

: Byes

New hp

2007-10-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

Oh yah... LOL... I bought a new handphone a long time... Not really long... Juz on 13/10/2007... LOL

It's 6120 classic and i don't really like the function... 'cos not familiar wif them... But i still prefer the one that is pink... LOL... I noe i lame 'cos pink is lame... But i like wad... It's my choice... :O... LOL

HAHA... I am not happy but i forced myself to smile>.<... :)
Sorry... I'm sorry if i argue wif anyone...

BYES! !!

And oh ya... I open a new blog and share it wif joey... So look out and u may visit there ... DONT VISIT IF U DONT LIKE US!!!!

http://tingtingandxinyi.blogspot.com

So if u dont visit i will be s angry wif u... But currently not posting any thing 'cos buzy for my own blog... Updating ad improving myself leh... U should be thankful... LOL

SO that's all lah...

BYES!!!

Post only...

2007-10-22T18:01:00.000+08:00

LOL... I did this post only for Joey... 'cos she sms me to post dee...

She say i haf to write about us... YA... We did a lot of things and i have always have been a friend of her from primary school till now... I am really happy when I'm wif her... At least she's not like Si Xian... Always wan to quarrel wif me... I'm done wif all this... I don't wan to quarrel wif u all at least for this year till next year when we meet... Maybe at that time , i am recovered... So PLS LEAVE ME ALONE UNTIL NEXT YEAR I HAVE MOOD... PLS!!!! I am really sad... Almost everyday thinking about it... And keep taking the photo of SYF and my class photo out... TO look at it... I cant stop thinking about them... Whenever i think, my heart juz going to break...

Something about me and dc doesn't seems right... He's not talking... Maybe he's thinking whether he is going to n/A... I really wan to say to him :" It doesn't matter... It's over liao... If u kept thinking about it... It hurts u more... And if u think more, it may come true... " If he can talk to me... I can tell him... This is the most i could do... The rest let god to decide bahxx... :X :C...
I'm sad... Not juz normal sad... Really sad... It makes me headache... And i got flu liao... Serious de... "But at least for now, i gotta go my own way" one of the sentence in the song :" I gotta go my own way" By Gabriella ... So sad... but at least they are together again... So good...

I can never find any guy who will like me... Juz because of I'm fat??? They say : " A display shoe which is very ugly, but someone will finally take it..." But it must take a long time to wait for one... And i have to take that long de... A shoe is a shoe... A human is A human... Human is a living thing which will die... And a shoe is a non-living thing which will not die... Maybe I'll found one when i am so old... Imagine that I'm 30 years old... OMG!!! So old then found a guy... I just wan someone to noe how i behave and not telling me to improve in something I'm not good... But not a guy in this world would do that... Don't understand why the ones i like wont like me... Maybe because they are too good for me and have to keep for others??? But dc and... is not so good??? HA HA... Not commenting them lahh... Sorry... Maybe this post should'nt be post in the blog... Should be written in my diary... Lol...

I have a serious headache now... So i gtg... byes... Maybe tmr wouldnt be able to go school... HAHA... Not so serious lah... Maybe>????

This is consider stupid post..

Birthdaee...

2007-10-21T23:39:00.001+08:00

Sigh... Nothing makes me happy... Neither my sis nor my parents can... No even Shir Li or Si Xian... It's 'cos of my grades... I cant believe i only got 7 passes... SOBS... And I'm afraid to get into N/A... I don't wan anyone to go into there... ITS HORRIBLE!!!!! I really am sad... Although my parents ain't angry at me... But i am ashamed for myself...

My birthday is nearer... But i dont wan... I wan to stay in the past... At least wont let me being so sad... 'cos when i think that... I will almost cry... 'cos of my grades and the chances of going into the n/a... I wan to be smart not dumb... I dont wan him to go... NOOOO!!!!!!! And he didnt come for school...

This is a short entry... But it's meaningful... Sobs... I'm listening "i gotta go my own way" by gabriella... HAHA... SO i'm so sadd to write this post... SOBS... Crying now...

BYES

sadd thing is happening

2007-10-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

I heard that if failed english but still need five subjects to pass and that will help u to go bak to express right... Then i think DC is going to go down to 2b_

OMGG!!! God... u cant do something so cruel... Although i have nothing to do wif him but u juz let him fall into N/A??? Although he talk to me like nvr talk like tat.., But i noe wad's the reason... Aiyo... Simply because he noes that i like him... Wa lao... SO??????? I hack care ha?? Why everything i wished will nvr ever came true... ???? Are u really so heartless??? ?????? Although u gave me a good voice but u took away all my things... E.g : my look, my friends... And a lot more... Is it me or who??? NVm... I dont wan to argue... But do u noe that i am so sad...??? Cant u help?? I pray for u... Although my parents dont belive in u but i belive...

nvmm....
byes

gtg

End-of-year Examss

2007-10-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

The exams... Not wad i wanted to be... My mom said that i have to pass all my subjects but i failed two...

Below is my marks...

English : 44 without oral... ( begging god liao)
Chinese : 59.5 with oral ( OMG SO LOW)
Maths : 33 ( Hate this subject)
Science : 62 (Unbelievable)
Homecon : 63 ( LOW)
Geography : 61 ( WA... God help me one)
History : 62 ( WA... this one also god help dee)
Literature : 62 (ARGH... So low... I read from pri 5 till now...)
Art : 53 (Tried my best)

Nvm of the result... I AM SO ANGRY...

That amanda... Think she is wad... The Queen of WaD?? The queen of the fats?? HAHA

Below that wad i wrote is y i think she is the queen of fatss

Todae... I went to the staff room wif joey, donovan and zong ting...

Joey wanted to wait for me and donovan wan to accompany zong ting to take his sci paper... Someone in the class staple my answer sheet to zong ting's MCQ... No wonder i kept thinking that why my handwriting is so ugly... LOL... HAHA... Btw... I was calling the office to ask if mr lim is in and i called so long and no one wants to pick up the phone... Then suddenly someone spoke and i cannot recall wad to say so i stood there for 3 sec and then talk... But unfortunately, amanda tan came when i stood there... Then that person who was talking said that he wasnt in... Wa lao... I so tired now tell me he's not in... TIRED... Then i onli stood there 'cos got ppl mah... Then she say i veri action and stood there did nthing... Then zong ting and donovan said i was calling the teacher and she dont wan to listen... Nvm... Xie guan jiu hao... But this time she is too much... Cant she just pass though other ppl and then come to the phone... Is she so fat?? Fatter than me and cannot pass though all those ppl... Come on... I could pass though why cant she??? She bo liao... Onli wan to argue wif ppl... then i told them not t argue liao... I say :" aiya... Talk to her waste energy... keep that energy and we can go a lot of place... This type of ppl onli wan to argue... Later nxt time see how she argue wif a teacher... Xi guan jiu hao..." Then she veri angry and i happily went off...

That is why i called her the queen of fats... Sorry to be mean but she made me... I am so fed up wif her... U try to let this kind of ppl talk to u u see will fed up a not..

Ok lah... I shall stop here... BBS

Exams

2007-10-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Phew... Exams are disaster for me.. I hate exams... I am so tired... i hardly sleep well this few days... And juz yesterday... I went to the block beside mine to eat... I heard Joey say that there not good one... They cooked the muo gu like shit and veri sour... And i still went there... Okay lah... I went there a lot of time but nthing happen...

BUT!!! My family havent come wad... So i order... I order a lot of things and one of them is the yam ring... And it's the prob wif the yam ring... And when all the dishes was here... i started eating the yam ring and it taste veri funny... i ate one full piece and i den tell my mom got prob... I siao... Take so long to notice...Then she say it not weird, it's uncooked... OMG!!!! I ATE ONE FULL PIECE AND THEN SAY NOT COOKED... Perhaps I'm the onli one who ate it only and i saved everyone's life... Sigh... But horrs... When i woke up in the morning... I vomited and stomache... ARGH... Hate that feeling...

Wa lao... Todae joey siao liao and show jeff a concept map on who i like... Aiya...
I am alright wif this... LOL... PLS TAKE MY TEST!!!!!!! AND TAGG... I Suddenly reopen my blog and u all dunno ha?? Or wad... Or dont bother???

Sobs...
I dont wan him to go...
And dont wan him to go 2b_ Or wad hack...

I juz wan him to go 2a4 sucessfully and i'm okay... Even if i go into 2b_

I am really tired... No more things for me liao

49 more days to miieee b-daee!!! OMG!!! Should iii have a party and invite all my friends or should i juz celebrete???

Pls suggest in the tagg board... DONT SPAM!!!!!!!

SADD!

2007-10-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

LOL

The last post i also say sadd

This also saddd

Everydayy sadd

HAHA

i siao liao

okok

exam ok

But i have to go

bb

Sadddd sadddd

2007-10-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

Wa lao... I shouldnt tell .... .... to tell me who ....... .... like leh...

I noe he like ... ... ... leh... AH!!!!!!!!! I SO SAD!!!!! WHY HE NVR WARN ME!

And zong ting u dont forget i got ur "secret" horrs.... Dont tell mine or u are going to be so dead... HAHA

I cant believe i so an idoit...

And btw... I so saddd... 'cos no one come my blogggg and taggg... So mean... Noe i got blog dont come and blog...

ok lah... All the best for exam... ....... .... and .... .... mus pass ... !

And si xian... Just to inform

I DONT LIKE JACK, ZONGTING AND JJ!!! AND DOUGLAS TOO... THEY ARE FREAKS!!! :LOL

OKOK LA

End

2007-10-04T18:37:00.001+08:00

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Dream

2007-10-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

My godness... i dream something i cannot have it one...

Dont tel anyone 'cos it's a secret... LOL

Erm... I think it's starts like that... I recieve a letter from my parents out of Singapore and tell me to go there and study... Then i starts to cry... OMG... I cry until siao... Then got a lot of ppl surround me... All my classmates and comfort me... Later i say i want to be alone in the cateen... Then i met jing hang... He diao me... Den i cry again... Later, i went bak to them and derrick chua keep comforting me (Fake, i wrote this because it's really in my dream and i'll nvr forget)
Den later, I go alone myself again (siao) I went bak to them and then they start to make me smile by doing something (i forgot) Then I laugh and derrick smile... I look at him like i curious why he smile and later jefferson and zong ting say that he likes me... HAHA

I dont believe it will happen but i really like this dream... Because i dunno... ::DD

And later, when i woke up ... 'cos my alarm went off... I scold my alarm... Siao horrs... 'cos i think i want to dream somemore... HaHA... I siao liao...
That's why i in school i keep looking at dc...

Pls... Pls... Dun tel anyone... PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TY!

::DDDDDDD

*A stupid post*

School craps

2007-10-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

HELP!!!!! I AM TOTALLY STRESS OUT!!!!!!! But still can blog... lol...

Btws... I hate ppl playing stupid tricks wif me... As if i dont noe u wan to say something

And i saw so many things i dont like to see or it happened that si xian juz shout out my name during recess... :-S

LOL...

I dunno wad to write leh... I hope to see u in 2A4 and , seniors in sec 4 pls pass ur "o" levels wif a great marks... Including ai wei... HAHA...

I really wish u were here... Hopes will not come true...

So byes

Enjoy the songs below this post

SONGS THAT I LIKE!!!

2007-09-30T17:36:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONGS!

My new post

2007-09-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

Heys... I am so happy i reopen my blog... I'm sorry if i did not put ur blog or spell wrongly ur names... Btw, I juz simply love sakura so i choose this skin... And i really hope u can pass ur exams...

Pls horrs... Dont spam leh... I never do anything wrong to u why spam??? Nvm... Spam lah...

Btw i am so sorry i no song 'cos i dunno how to put... HAHA...

I will learn for ur sake... HAHA

So i shall end off here

Enjoy

2007-09-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

Yozz... I've juz open my blog and thanks to amanda tan form 6j (NLPS)... TYTYTY::::DDD

Btwzzz... I am really stress...

Sorry i gotta go bb

2007-08-06T19:17:00.001+08:00

Heyz... I move my blog to my space... So pls relink me!!!

http://siokting12341994.spaces.live.com/